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25 March 2007 @ 08:55 pm
Hi guys,

My name is Laura, I'm 22 and from the UK.

I am new to all of this and am trying to get my head straight so I welcome anyone and all with open arms.

As for soulbonding, I have the closest connected with Dr Henry Jekyll and Edward Hyde. They don't front (although sometimes they get close enough to almost...and sometimes in my manners and ways of speaking, apparantly, according to my friends) and most of the time they don't really talk to me they're just there with Edward making his presence known more noticably than the doctor, although I think that mostly it's because I am more like Henry in myself and Edward produces more stronger emotions than Henry - am I making sense?

They has his own journal (a_darker_dream which they type into (although Henry more than Edward) and I just let them run with it.

I also have other people in my head but Henry/Edward (mostly Edward) is the most...active without being 'active' outside.

I also think I may be median, but I am not entirely sure - like I say I am just trying to get my head straightened and I am do not hear voices or lose time. I am not alone, that much I do know. There's a lot of things that I have to get straight in my own mind, and I would be greatful for people to talk to that could possibly help.

If you would like to get in touch you can reach me:

MSN/Email: laura_isaac@hotmail.com
AIM: localuser666
YIM: willowandtara4eva
Current Mood: confusedconfused
therosewilde on March 25th, 2007 08:12 pm (UTC)
Could you explain what a median is please? I don't know the term.
Laura: NYC - Skyline (Night)laura_isaac on March 25th, 2007 08:19 pm (UTC)
Not a singlet and yet not a multiple. Not entire alone inside.

I am not entirely sure if I am, but my friend (who's a multiple) says that I may very well be because I've tried to explain.

But like I said in my introduction I am just trying to get my head sorted out and from what I've read about it it seems plausible.
therosewilde on March 25th, 2007 08:20 pm (UTC)
Ahhh, i've not heard the term before, so thanks for the explanation.
Laura: J&H - fine linelaura_isaac on March 25th, 2007 08:23 pm (UTC)
*smiles* it's okay.

There's a better explanation here
The Choirlion_azure on March 25th, 2007 09:10 pm (UTC)
Hello and welcome!
We also identify as a median system, with most of our numbers being soulbonds.

As for the talking point, most of the time, we don't do that either - hold conversations in the head. It's more like we imagine telepathy would be like, transmitting thoughts, pictures and emotions. Though we do sometimes have lively discussions ;).
Laura: J&H - fine linelaura_isaac on March 25th, 2007 09:25 pm (UTC)
Thank you for the welcome *smiles*

Yeah, they do transmit emotions alot, mostly Edward, he's very good at that *laughs*
The Choir: Fireezlion_azure on March 26th, 2007 09:41 am (UTC)
mostly Edward, he's very good at that

Yeah, I believe he would be *g*. I've also found that those of our system who have the most intense emotions usually transmit them better than those who are generally calmer. Or, generally speaking, the more intense the emotion, the higher the chance that I feel something of it.

- Fireez
Laura: J&H - fine linelaura_isaac on March 26th, 2007 10:31 am (UTC)
*nods* this is what I've found too and on the whole Edward does (but then who's surprised?) He's most things that Henry isn't, although there is some bleed in between the two of them that is sometimes quiet surprising - usually if there is, it's usually to a lesser degree.
Leona: :D Animated happy Zackdragoon_sten on March 26th, 2007 06:15 am (UTC)
*Waves* Welcome! I am afraid I do not know much upon medians and whatnot either, but welcome. *smiles* Its hard to sort out the chaos ofthe mind, and I wish you luck with this! If you ever wish to chat, feel free to hit my AIM a Griff Highwind sometime.
Laura: Eddie - Heelaura_isaac on March 26th, 2007 10:32 am (UTC)
Thank you for the welcome *smiles*

Thank you for the luck too, I think I'm going to need it *laughs softly* but then again, maybe they'll make it easy on me.

I'll add you to my AIM and hope to catch you, thank you again.
Rebecca: Latest pic.regret_no_sins on March 26th, 2007 03:43 pm (UTC)
Just added you to my AIM, and sent you a message:-P AIm is same as here without the _'s int he way! *laughs*

always good to know you're not alone in having people with you nah?

gimmexbrains on March 26th, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
We have a lot of people like that in here, that don't front or interact that much, but still are there.
As for the whole labelness, we've found that when push comes to shove, it really doesn't really matter what we call ourselves. We tried going under labels of multiple, soulbonds, and medians, but it really wasn't fitting in no matter what.
And on a random note, Jekyll & Hyde = awsome. Sorry, I'm a bit of a fangirl when it comes to the characters. (I was the only one in my English class who didn't fall asleep when we read the original piece. He he...)

Laura: J&H - fine linelaura_isaac on March 26th, 2007 04:57 pm (UTC)
*smiles* Edward has been close the past few days, more so than before.

Lol, yes, Jekyll and Hyde are awesome, although they can be more than a bit of a handful at times, especially Edward, but then is anyone surprised?
LB Leelb_lee on March 26th, 2007 11:05 pm (UTC)
Hey there. You pretty much sound like us two weeks ago! (Though we don't outsource, which is having others from other media.) We communicate more in dialogue and gesture than in emotion and thought, but your form of 'feeling' sounds perfectly viable.

As for the median thing--well, some would probably claim us that, or dodge around the whole 'plural' thing, but thinking too hard about that is just migraine-worthy, so we leave it alone. It sounds like you could be, but without more details, not to mention our own lack of a solid identity right now... *shrug*